Do you ever wonder why sometimes after a painful event, you just cannot get your feet back on the ground—even if you know God’s truth about the situation? And then other times someone can say a word of truth and you pop right back up? There is a reason and it has to do with how God designed our brains.
Five Levels of Emotional Pain
Emotional pain can be felt in five different areas, or levels, of our brain and each level has a different need in order to find a solution for the pain. Only one of the five is easily fixed by a word of truth. Truth helps the pain in other levels but it does not take it away. We don’t have to know the name of the five brain levels to get help with our emotional pain, though they do have names such as the amygdale, the cingulate and the pre-frontal cortex. We will just call them by their numbers, levels 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5.
Attachment Pain, Level 1
The pain that doesn’t go away with a word of truth is called attachment pain. This is the kind of pain we feel when we want to be with only one certain person and we cannot be with them for various reasons.
This pain comes from the part of our brain that we call Level 1, where we bond and attach to others. It is very deep inside the subconscious and cannot be controlled by the will. It gets activated as soon as we are born. This is like a light that goes off and on as we learn to bond securely with our mother. How bonding works and doesn’t work is another blog, but for this one, I just want to focus on the difference in this attachment pain that does not respond to a word of truth and the part of the brain that does respond to truth.
Truth doesn’t take attachment pain away
Jesus told us, “You shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free.” I know this, believe it and have experienced it. So when I am feeling extreme attachment pain, His presence and His words are very real. However, they only help me suffer well through that pain, knowing the truth does not take the pain away. On the other hand, if I am having what we call Level 5 emotional pain, where I am believing a lie or have faulty information, just about any information that will offset that lie will take away the pain.
So if Level 1 attachment pain is not taken away by a word of truth, what needs to happen? This pain must be faced, felt and supported in ways that will help me stay relational and continue to act like myself—the definition of “suffering well.” Think about Jesus on the cross—how He was feeling intense, extreme emotional pain on top of physical pain. How did it look when He stayed relational and acted like Himself? He talked to John and Mary, He prayed to His Father, He sang Psalms, He made arrangements for Mary, He listened to and cared about the thief, etc.
We need support and encouragement
You may be thinking, “Well, that was Jesus.” But that same Jesus lives in us who are His. When we experience intense attachment pain and must suffer well, many times we need to be holding on to Jesus. We also need someone there with skin on to support us and encourage us. Having someone with us will help as we feel that deep sadness of not having whomever or whatever it is that we want. We just need someone to sit with us in the pain and not try to fix us too quickly with a word of truth.
While experiencing deep painful wailing, I have heard the truth I know right there in my head, (such as “God is at work; God is in control; this will be a great lesson some day.”). I’ve known it was true, but the pain did not go away. As time passes, whatever truth we need will help and eventually ease the pain, but during intense attachment pain, it’s best to feel it until it stops.
Attachment pain and bonds
Attachment pain can begin in infancy when secure bonding does not take place. Traumas can create attachment pain, and life happenings can bring it about in an instant. Triggers for attachment pain:
- divorce
- someone’s death
- fires
- tornadoes
- moves
- breaks in relationships
If we stuff and repress the pain, it will affect our lives. Eventually it can lead to addictions tot try and cover the attachment pain. But that is another blog.
Staying relational and acting like yourself
So for this one, think about what it means to suffer well. Here’s a good definition: to cry, to wail, to scream with your pain; but stay relational and continue acting like yourself; during the time of grieving. Here are some things you can do when you are feeling attachment pain:
- Call someone for help. It needs to be someone who can handle sitting with you while you feel the sadness about whomever or whatever you long for but can’t have.
- Talk to Jesus and get comfort from Him.
- Explore whether the pain is amplified by unresolved pain from the past and get healing for that. (The past pain can often be taken care of more quickly than the current pain. But healing will help the current pain.)
- Remember that our pain shows our value as someone sits with us in it.
The truth will help, when spoken in good timing, but it will not take away attachment pain.
Part Two will explain all five levels of pain, what they need and how they work to resolve a trauma.
Mary Hermann
This was beautiful Bsrbara…. I love how you act like yourself through your pain and help others by sharing and writing. This was exactly what I needed to read tonight.. Love you
Barbara Moon
Thanks, Mary. You help me, too. Glad it ministered to you. Love, B
dhsellmann
This is a great blogpost. When someone is in the “only one person will do” pain, do you think they can have enough presence of mind to go to Jesus and ask, “where are You in this?” Can they calm themselves? Or does someone have to happen along, see their distress, and sit with them in their pain?